Been thinking a lot about life lately, about growing up and everything that comes with it. Yeah, life and growing up, the same topic again. This time i guess its thinking about uni that triggered it. Again, why cant we all freeze and fully enjoy this stage of life, at least for a little while longer. Every aspect of it, easy and difficult, minus anything concerning the future.

But at the same time, thinking about the future keeps me feeling driven. So its really an ever changing blend of happiness, disappointment, apprehension and nervousness. From the social point of view, life is soon gonna divide all of us and mess us up like pithing the brains of an animal doomed to death. Yes, nasty i know but i cant think of any other way to put it.

I sort of envisioned a really ideal and beautiful future yesterday. But what are the chances of everything falling into place like that? Especially when half of it is really not in my control. haha well i guess its not wrong to have an ideal dream..
you do really look beautiful with that smile.
posted by halfpastfour- at 11:25 AM [edit]